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woke up at 10am. faint* slept at 4.30am n woke up soo early. arrgh why can't i slp abit longer. junfei n des were still slping at the living room. so i went to eat my bf n watch da xiao s chi at crunchyroll. they woke up at 1 plus and we waited for peiru to come. i felt very tire and feeling very unwell. i tink am goin to get sick soon. asked them to help me do jisaw puzzle n they kind of look uninterested in helping me except junfei. the onez who are suppose to help didn;t help, the one that can don help helped. those words n actions really are kind of hurtful. i felt abit sad n felt being used. thanks junfei even though we didn;t fix even one of it. Am still feeling very uncomfortable feel liek vomiting. so they 3 went out to eat their lunch n i tried to get some sleep. when they were back, i actually wanna go back to slp n tell them to play game of life without me. but i tink better play. starting of the game i jus make a few small little mistake n someone give me that kind of face n say u know how to play anot. am already feeling very uncomfortable n yet u like tt.. At that time i was thinking i shldn;t hv played. i gt no mood to yell back so i jus forget it n continue to play. n guess what.. i asked him question abt the game he can;t ans me. n i didn't even say him or anything. i took out the book to read the instruction.

After the game peiru went for touch rugby n we 3 watched tv n psp. soon am feeling better. =)

7plus they went home n i continued my tv show n many stuffs kept bothering my mind. so i called mel. i felt much better le. thanks mel! =) miss u